sometimes I wonder if I should make a blog and go completely anon so I can be completely vocal about everything I feel. my sister does it and although I wanna follow her sometimes I think its better to stay off her blog and let her have her space and you know ‘do her’ so i dont really look at her blog. At the same time I follow my other sister and i quite enjoy seeing her posts and whats up with her how shes feeling whats shes been up to etc. And I like her blog its cute in fact I reblog a lot of her stuff. Its sweet on both ends I guess it just depends on their preferences.
You don’t get to be selfish. You don’t. It’s about both of you. It’s about him and you. It’s about how your decisions affect the both of you. How your attitude affects both of you. The sooner everyone learns that, preferably while they’re engaged, the better their relationship will be.
Its SO important!!! Learning to get it down and prioritize and not waste time on stupid stuff is hardwork. I know I am so guilty of it too. But I need to get a grip on it and just do it. And so do other people, hint hint. We gotta just do it. Just manage our time and do the important things first so we don’t have to lose sleep over it! I feel crazy sometimes and so angry at myself when I realize how much time I spent on say Idk tumblr or some other internet thing. I need to get things together already and stop wasting my precious life away on stupid things and then panicking cuz I have to do it last minute or stressing cuz it’s cutting into time I need for other things like sleep.
is more then having a job. Some youngans think they got a job and they’re all grown now. No. Sorry. Even I had that misconception but that’s not how it works. Growing up has taught me that yes you have to pay your bills, every month, and on time. It’s taught me that you can’t pay two months later just cuz you went and bought something you could do without. And you gotta sacrifice. All that unneccessary bull that you wanna get but you don’t really need. It’s about making commitments and keeping them. Not trying to get out all of a sudden cuz you change your mind. It’s about sticking with arrangments and agreements. It’s about working hard and taking care of yourself and yours and still having respect for those around you. It’s about being responsible in all aspects, financials, commitments, family, school, work, etc. I just turned 25 and I am only now learning what it truly means. And I am only now embracing it for myself. Grown adult. It’s a big title. And it’s definitely not something everyone can claim.
Today was a good day. Got to sleep in which is like so rare for me. Did some light cleaning then brunch with Ma Eris and the boys. Met up with a whole bunch of parents from our hall and watched ‘Happy Feet 2’. I thought it was weird like the first one but the kids loved it. Went to dinner at Anna Millers with just the hubbyboo and babyboys. It was really nice and I discovered how much I LOVE their pumpkin cream pie, YUM. Got home in time to get about 7 hours of sleep whoop whoop (another rare feat). Gotta work tomorrow but I had such a good day today it just doesnt seem so bad. Plus it’s Friday anyways. Looking forward to the weekend. Gonna go out door to door, and then some more QT with mines <3